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10 June 2014 @ 07:35 pm
This is ridiculous  
My relationship with my father in all its pristine beauty, really.

So, I know for sure he was cross to begin with because it all started with me sitting on my bed with my computer on my lap, which annoyed him to no end (for whatever reasons, I stopped trying to understand) and it ended up with him endlessly ranting about me.

You know, I never appreciated people taking it out on others when they pissed off. Even more when it's my father with his usual childish pettiness, guilt-tripy methods and lack of any knowledge of what's acceptable to say if you don't intentionally want to pass for a douchenozzle. I'm not fond of not-even-that-hidden threats either. Because yes, apparently I'm the source of all his problems or rather, I'm the biggest problem he's got in his life. And also, I suspect he thinks I do all the things he doesn't approve of in order to personally piss him out. Gods, sorry not to up to be up to your expectations *rolls eyes*

Anyway, positive things. I'm out of the flat for now, which is very soothing to my nerves since I don't have to keep my temper in check anymore, for now. I sent all the mails I needed to for work and hope I'll have answers soon, positive'd great. Received my assignments for obscur_echange and the request is just so lovely! Can't wait to write about it, even if it'll be a first time for the fandom (that's the French equivalent of Yuletide). PMS cramps gave me a rest.

Just need to do some graphs since the due date is tomorrow and, maybe graph for my icon challenges. Also, writing a little would be great.
Mood: pissed offpissed off
     Mandya_phoenixdragon on June 10th, 2014 09:31 pm (UTC)
UGH...are you fucking serious?! Grrrrr...that's just. Wow. Asshattery. WOW.


Hope the day got WAY better, bb. But being away from the house is a start!
Luo: mickeyluorescence on June 10th, 2014 11:38 pm (UTC)
Your hug is so very welcome.

*squishes happily*

It got definitely better once I was away. Writing/graphing/drawing helps me deal with his special brand of Bullshit a lot. And encouraging texts from friends too. It's quite funny and sad that one of my closest friend and me could probably start a Parental Bullshit Olympics, or write some How Not To Do Parenting 101 XD

Also, your words helped to make it better, thanks :3
     Mandya_phoenixdragon on June 11th, 2014 12:48 am (UTC)
I'm glad, bb...